running-away-for-you

<sub>I went back and looked at some of the art on my old account. And for amost every piece of art,
what was i thinking. really. wow.

Just glad I don't suck at art anymore. xD</sub>

<sub>Time for a new journal I think. Getting a bit tired of the way the other one looks. P:
Uhm, well I don't really have much to say, I mean, I don't really use dA that much any more. Then again I haven't really had any art to upload. Eh.
Well I'm having a good time in my holidays so far, but its like halfway through the first week already! I want the holidays to stop going by.
I don't want school again already.. ;U;

So, uh, anyone want some art from me?</sub>

Things I'm Scared Of...

[] the dark
[] staying single forever
[] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[] being myself in front of others
[x] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[] spiders
[] flowers or other plants
[] being touched
[] fire
[] deep water
[] snakes
[] silk
[] the ocean (used to be)
[] failure
[] success
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[] snow
[] rain
[] wind
[] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[] heaven
[] being robbed
[] falling
[x] clowns
[x] dolls
[] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibilities
[] doctors, including dentists
[] tornadoes
[] hurricanes (just don't like 'em)
[] incurable diseases
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[] ghosts
[] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[x] being alone (I don't cope with it well haha)
[] becoming blind
[] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
[x] creepy noises in the night
[] bee stings
[] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[] dinosaurs
[] the welcome mat
[] high speed
[] throwing up
[] falling in love
[] super secrets

I did this because I was bored. P: And I haven't made a journal In a while I guuueeeess.

Holidays are back again, and for a whole week I haven't really done anything with art, other than maybe some really fail sketches. (xD)
I was thinkning of trying out different styles of drawing actualy, because I am so tired of drawing anime styled people, and I really want to be able to draw something more realistic than that.
It really frustraites me though, for whatever reason. So I might not be uploading much to do with animes.
Which is probably for the better, haha.

On a side note, my friend, Bec was saying that most really good artist who draw what they want to draw, and do it well, don't get enough ittention as they should, because all most deviants care about is the fanime/fanservice or things they know, and that are very generic.
I agree with this. Even though sometimes I do draw things like that, I do it because I want to, not to get ittention and pageveiws.
But I do hope no one takes offence to this (Dx)

Anyway,
I hope I'll be uploading a lot more finished works soon. C:
(I watched Pocahontas, Nightmare before Christmas and Alice In Wonderland, so there might be some art from those coming!)

have to put i-pod/whatever on shuffle and write down first 12 with "in my pants" after the names...
*sigh*

1.Hide and seek in my pants(love is a story)
2.Undo in my pants(Cool joke)
3. A coming of age story in my pants(Dropout Year)
4.Bitches get stiches in my pants(blood on the dance floor)
5.Eyes as candles in my pants(Passion Pit)
6.I write sins not tragedies in my pants(panic!at the disco)
7. Spiderwebs in my pants(No Doubt)
8.Is anybody out there in my pants(the downtown fiction)
9.Let your love grow tall in my pants(passion pit)
10.Guilty pleasure in my pants(Cobra Starship)
11. I kissed a boy in my pants(Cobra Starship)
12.As you wish in my pants( dropout year)